Sunday, 20 September 2009

To my daughter.

I found out you were growing in me in may. I didn't belive those two little lines on the pee stick. I thought I was just stressed and thats why I was late. 12 weeks later I heard your incredibly strong little heart. The MW found it without even trying. It wasn't till You and I had been together for 18 weeks that you started to make your presence known. I love feeling you. Streatching and moving and kicking. when I feel the movements from the utside it sends a thrill down my spin and puts a smile on my face. And then little one on friday i saw your beautiful face. And I cried. You are real. Not just some perfect dream but real. Mommy has to apologize for thinking you were a boy. i refused to even think you were a girl in the weeks leading up to your first photoshoot. and then I heard those words...It's a girl!

And I realized how much I loved you and how silly it was for me to want a little boy because my sweet angel you are beautiful and perfect.

I want you to grow up strong and indpenent. I want you to have your fathers inablity to get hurt (seriously kid...momma is so far from gracefull it isn't even funny) I want you to have you grandfathers sense of humor and your gramma's love of family.

I want you to be happy with your choices and never to be afraid to dance in the rain.

I love you my beautiful little one.

Mommy

1 comment:

  1. seriously teared up, dude :) you're going to be a great mom.
    love you!

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